mandag 10. desember 2012

Appreciation of Srila Prabhupada's books, part one: Sri Isopanisad



Sri Isopanisad, that seemingly small book, decorated with Lord Kesava on the cover, benignly smiling back at any potential reader. In reality there is nothing small about this sastra, except maybe for its printed size. For me, a recent student of Sri Isopanisad, the book has steadily increased in size, matured you might say, especially in its importance as an authoritative scripture on the subject of the true nature of the living entity, the jiva soul.
In the course of my study of this vedic Upanisad, I have several times found myself mystified by its ability to unlock, never before seen vaults of the heart, revealing particles of perceptions into true reality, and thus consequently ushering in a desire to know more and become increasingly active in uncovering life's true treasure, the jivas eternal relationship with the Supreme Lord, as a servant of Sri Krishna.
Now, immediately an obstacle presents itself: Material conditioning. That oh, so regrettable desire to enter the mundane realm of relativity, seeking self-appointed lordship over dull matter and bodies, with its adherent gratification of the mind and senses. A jiva thus covered by the identification manifested from such indulgements, sinks into the deepest forgetfulness of its spiritual origin and devotional heritage. In this state of false ego, eons pass like the waves of the fathomless ocean, ending seemingly in eternity with the bondage of repeated birth and death in the cycle of species of life.
In all honesty, I am such a jiva. This is my realisation. I made this choice. This is my relative reality. Therefore, this essay aims at the process of rediscovering my true nature as a citizen of the spiritual world, the jivas eternal home. And this book, Sri Isopanisad, shall be my companion and guide, mostly on account of its authoritative presentation by the great hero of the modern day gaudya vaishnava line, Srila Prabhupada. His dictated voice, recorded in these pages, his self-proclaimed "written kirtans" (letter to Rupanuga, 19.10.1974), is that valuable map, where x marks the spot of the treasure buried within. That treasure of the heart, dormant and neglected since time immemorial, yet still completely tangible and real.
This verdict of the Sri Isopanisad, on the subject matter of the origin of the jiva, is brought to the attention of the reader in the very invocation mantra of this book, purnat purnam udacyate. The jiva is an emanation of the Complete and Perfect Lord, and is itself a complete unit, free in all respects to experience its completeness in its devotional relationship with the Lord. This is big news offered to any fortunate reader of this sastra, indeed to the world. Personally, I find shelter in these statements of eternal truths. The weary obligations of mundane society and all taxing relations, pertaining mostly to the body only, fade away in the background as unimportant. What a relief. In my heart this is a great source of rejoicing. To know of the existence of that Complete Source, Who remains unaffected as the balance, no matter what happens on the level of relative reality. And I am connected to Him. He is that loving father, with Whom there is always shelter, where there is never any embarrassment. He is that intimate friend, knowing our hearts, to whom we need not express always, that troubled feeling, or acking longing, for He knows. That eternal Guide is He, knower of past, present and future, unimaginable in potency, seeing the universe as building blocks and our bodies as temporal yantras, machines for acting out His great play for the benefit of all. The benefit for all. Even for me.
In this way, Sri Isopanisad gives great solace to any wayward jiva, somehow stuck in the material world of mind and misunderstood ego. And our dear Srila Prabhupada, by his great mercy for these conditioned souls, has that heart-warming ability to put into words the Lords mood and desire. “Factually, no one has to do anything more than to render devotional service to the Lord.” (Mantra 2, purport.) The simplicity of this statement is bordering comedy, yet I find a deep and solemn meditation, concealed underneath the surface. Solemn and grave, not because of its depressing expression, no. Solemn is the message of the spiritual world, for so much time is wasted here in the relative. Like a fish in the net of the fisherman struggles to free itself, not knowing that it is only entwined further and further in the masks of death by its vigorous attempts at escape, ending up in a state of suspended animation in the end, with room only, maybe, for occasional breaths, and then death. This is the gravity of the message expounded in Sri Isopanisad. Atma hanas, those asuric, beast like beings, hands drenched in karmic blood from countless attempts at the very life of the soul, proclaiming great advancement and deep learning, only sink down into the dominion of perpetual, heinous suffering and intolerable existence, how lost they are in themselves. What great need is there not for this message of Sri Isopanisad? I have seen myself sliding down this same shaft, destination unknown, but in prospect ultimate depression and waste of living energy, with suffering and death in the ultimate end. I refuse this lot. I will choose that other way. I will take heed of this message.
As a result of this, and by the mercy of Srila Prabhupada, I engage in the devotional service of the Lord, first of all by hearing and chanting the names, pastimes and glories of the Lord. In actuality, this is the true quota of the living entity. And in accordance with the isavasya principle (mantra one), I will make proper use of this quota. I will, with whatever submission and thankfulness I can muster, take advantage of this opportunity of the human form of life, so rare, in the evolution of different life forms, so very rare, and its facilities to engage in self-realisation, so rare. It cannot be missed.
Yet before the mind can begin its campaign of anxiety and stress, that chocking grip around the throat of all good sense and inspiration: “You’ll never make it! Only fools engage in such a utopian striving, uphill climb for a goal only indicated on the farthest of horizons”, there is a benediction given. Srila Prabhupada mentions it in one of his purports (mantra 3), that those who sincerely try, yet cannot complete, this process of rediscovery of our relationship with the Supreme Lord, this spiritual treasure hunt for life’s true meaning, are not condemned with failure. What great fortune! All progress achieved is carefully recorded and preserved, and the next birth of such a “half-selfrealized man” is one given a “better chance for culturing self-realization on account of their sincere efforts”.
This gives rise to great optimism in my heart. This magnanimous attitude of the spiritual realm instils faith in this process. I can only pray that I will preserver and keep afloat in this ever agitated ocean of miseries, the material world.
In conclusion, looking back down the path I have already trodden, I can faintly recognise a pattern of events and experiences throughout my life, this one life. I see the protective hand of my Lord and His endearing associates always watching over me, invisible to my conditioned sight at times, incomprehensible to my material mind, inconceivable to the logic of my relative intellect, yet always there. Never alone am I, for my soul has a connection with the Complete Whole. I can only follow in the footstep of the mahabhagavata devotee, petitioning the Lord through an astounding set of prayers in the last mantras of Sri Isopanisad. The concluding prayer in its opening phrase, in particular, draws my attention, naya supatha, “please lead me on the right path to reach You”. This is that causeless mercy of the Lord, which is my only beacon of hope, His ever kind intervention in my life, be it guidance from within the heart, authoritative instructions and descriptions in sastra to rekindle my desire for approaching Him or as the spiritual master and the vaishnavas. I can only maintain a spiritual hope of such a reciprocation from the Lord, however I must admit that this hope is not without foundation, according to Sri Isoapanisad. Srila Prabhupada comforts all lamentations and feelings of inadequateness, on the part of any conditioned living entity in the very introduction to his publications of this Sri Isopanisad: “ … if you want to search out Krishna by studying the Vedic literature, then you will be baffled. … But you can very easily learn about Him from His devotees. … His devotee can deliver him to you. That is the potency of Krishna’s devotee.” Of course, Srila Prabhupada is himself that devotee, giving the Lord freely to all who seek out their relation with Him, through this, and many other of his books.
This study of Sri Isopanisad, this real life treasure hunt, although performed by a conditioned living entity, a fallen jiva, like myself, has at least produced one ting, which I can directly experience. I have increased my desire to engage in the devotional process, especially to invest increasingly more of my heart into the service of my spiritual master. This I consider a great success.

Following in the footsteps of the acharyas, part one: Prince Arjuna



Arjuna, the mighty pandava prince, was the most powerful warrior of his time. He was also a pure devotee of Lord Krishna, thus being endowed with numerous divine qualities. Yet, as depicted in Srimad Bhagavad Gita, when faced with his elders, guru and kinsmen in battle, at the holy place of Kuruksetra, he became bewildered in his duties. At the same time, by his side as his charioteer was Sri Krishna, the Supreme Personality of Godhead and the intimate friend of Arjuna. So as the Srimad Bhagavad Gita unfolds, Arjuna presents his doubts about fighting before Sri Krishna and Krishna in return speaks the Gita. An important point to understand in this connection is that although seemingly bewildered, Arjuna merely acts out a role as a conditioned soul influenced by false ego. Being a pure devotee and merciful by nature, Arjuna enacts the conditionings of a fallen jiva, so that the Lord can give transcendental knowledge through the medium of the Bhagavad Gita for the benefit of the world.
 Henceforth, being in the category of the fallen jivas, I will attempt with this small essay to explore Arjuna’s doubts and put my own words to his struggle, trying to draw parallels from my own experience as an aspiring devotee. Following the chronological presentation of arguments by Arjuna as given in the book, I will present my analysis, and conlusion in the end.
Compassion. Srila Prabhupada explains the reason for Arjuna’s compassion. It is all due to softheartedness, being a pure devotee of Krishna. So this is not an ordinary quality. Also his compassion is not directly targeted towards fellow living entities who are suffering some affliction of the body or who are in a type of distress. This is what brings out compassion in common people in general. However, being a pure soul, advanced in learning, Arjuna is on a higher level. He is faced with aggressors, men clad in armour and bearing weapons who want to take his life and kingdom. They are his kinsmen and respected elders, and the compassion that wells up in him is due to their decision to fight amongst themselves (Srila Prabhupada, purport Bg. 1.28). Having gone there to pick a fight with Arjuna and his brothers, they have assembled an army of following of the same persuasion, weapons at the ready, and Arjuna’s first response, the valiant warrior, is to immediately considering withdrawal from the battlefield, feeling sorry for how their minds are bent upon such an abominable end of destruction and greed. This is the glorious kind-heartedness of the devotee. However, the mystery of Sri Krishna is unveiled as Arjuna puts his compassionate doubt before his friend. His response is unexpected: “… you are mourning for that which is not worthy of grief.” (Bg. 2.11) With this statement Krishna argues that Arjuna is a great statesman, a leader of peoples. When aggressors appear on the horizon, with an attitude to overthrow the pious rule of the land, rather than becoming introspective, Arjuna should at once draw his sword, confident that his actions as a protector in society are based on a deeper understanding of the eternality of the soul in every living being, and therefore to slay the enemy does not actually kill them, but rather solves the immediate problem at hand, including liberating wayward jivas, his enemies, from their current bodily conditionings, thereby absolving their sins with spiritual justice.
Enjoyment. This is a less noble doubt presented by Arjuna. As royalty in the exalted house of Kuru, prince Arjuna has had the very best of upbringing. From birth he has been taught the transcendental knowledge of the Vedas. He is pure in action as well as mind, so his statements about his own enjoyment of material happiness, is not very befitting a man of his character. Here we can only conclude that this is all due to his acting out the role of a conditioned soul according to the will of Krishna for our benefit. In response to this doubt Krishna very expertly turns Arjuna’s arguments against him. If he retires to the forest, being a ksatria by nature, he will not enjoy, but suffer the pangs of false renunciation. And his kinsmen, also, do not share his mentality. If they are given to rule, they will cause havoc in society and persecute Arjuna and his family to the best of their ability. However, if Arjuna preservers, putting his fate in the prescribed duties of varnashram and fight, he is sure to enjoy either the kingdom in peace, free from envious family members, or should he perish in the battle, he is guaranteed rebirth in the heavenly planets, “svarga-dvaram apavritam” (Bg. 2.32).
Sinful reactions. As a man learned in the vedic scriptures, Arjuna knows all too well the destination which awaits sinful men, and he shuns the prospect of these destinations being his just award should he be guilty of unduly slaying respected contemporaries, elders and gurus. Again he contemplates the possibility of renunciation of his administerial duties for a life as a secluded hermit. Presenting this plan before Krishna, the Lord in return fans the natural ksatria spirit of Arjuna, in this way indirectly praising many of Arjuna’s previous achievements. What good would his unrivalled skills in battle and the many mystic artefacts he had received from the demigods do him in the forest? Arjuna was no yogi. And maybe most of all, to live with the shame and scolding comments of his peers on account of his cowardice, would prove to be worse than death. Krishna also instructs Arjuna in the art of detached work, “naivam papam avapsyasi”, (Bg. 2.38).
Destruction of dynasty, varna-sankara. Being naturally inclined towards kingship and the preservation of religious society, Arjuna holds great respect for the vedic traditions handed down from generation to generation by the revered elders of the Kuru dynasty. The varnashram principles of societal structure and the sacred samskara ceremonies protect humanity at large from degradation into hellish regions and species of life. By slaying of elders, these traditions would be lost and without religious engagements, women would become prey to adultery with its resultant unwanted population. These children, the varna-sankara, deprived of pious upbringing and tutoring, would be the cause of hellish conditions in society, causing the human form of life to be wasted on irreligious acts resulting in the jiva soul being entrapped in degrading conditionings for perpetual suffering “narake niyatam vaso” (Bg. 1.43). Sri Krishna goes to the throat of these arguments by giving transcendental knowledge. Varnashrama is not meant to be the kept as the status quo, but rather as a stepping stone to ultimately transcend bodily and social designations and come to the spiritual platform of the soul. This is the true benediction for society given in the Vedas. As a devotee, Arjuna should endure his service of fighting, seeing it as an offering to Krishna, and further such devotional service into his role as an administrator in society as an “atma-van” (Bg. 2.45), one established in the self, the soul in his constitutional position as a servant of Krishna. This would be for the greatest good of all living entities.
Indecision. The culmination of Arjuna’s doubts can be summed up in verse 2.7, “dharma-sammudha- cetah”. After an intense, introductory discussion, instigating the Lord’s mood of giving instructions, the prince admits defeat before Krishna, humbly revealing his indecision about how to act faced with his present dilemma. This constitutes the major portion of the Bhagavad Gita, Arjuna surrendering followed by the Lord taking the position of guru to impart transcendental knowledge.
So, what is my position? If Arjuna enacts these doubts for Krishna to speak for my benefit, how can I relate this to my experience of living as a devotee within the material atmosphere? I must honestly admit that my calibre is galaxies away from Arjuna’s level. Still, by the mercy of the pure devotee one is lifted up and made able to engage in devotional service.
There is an inherent rebellious mentality in the conditioned living entities, “ahankara vimudhatma” (Bg. 3.27). I am the doer. I make my own destiny. I will enjoy. I am my own authority. This is the symptom of conditioned reality. And most of us, at least I can speak for myself, bring this mentality into devotional service. I relate to people from my past on the bodily platform. I contemplate objects for selfish sense enjoyment. I speculate on my activities on the material plane, trying to estimate whether or not they will bring good or bad fortune. I get caught up in preserving a familiar routine, or so called mental equilibrium, without including the superior desire of the Lord, beyond my own. And maybe most of all, I hesitate to engage wholeheartedly in the process of harinama sankirtan, on behalf of my spiritual master.
In conclusion, I realize that Arjuna can teach me the bona fied approach to all such challenges in devotional life, for he exemplifies one of the Lord’s final instructions “bhava mad-bhakto” (B.g 18.65). Surrender to Krishna and His representative, the spiritual master. This will clear all doubts with time, as shown practically in the Bhagavad Gita itself. And in the same abovementioned verse, Sri Krishna concludes “mam evaisyasi satyam te pratijane”:
“You will come to me without fail, I promise.”


onsdag 6. juni 2012

The search for clarity through a poem


There it is again.
That eerie feeling
Of uncertainty.
Unmistakable
Is its approach,
Crouched in the mind,
Its home.

If I may speak freely
For a moment:

I have a desire to
Serve my
Spiritual master.

There is no lie
In this statement.
In this
My heart and intellect
Correlate.

Even though
The above mentioned truth
Has been spoken,
Still
I am yet to
Embrace
One pointedness
In purpose,
2.41.
Still my aim wavers,
My target blurs.

This poem
Therefore
Focuses on
Revealing,
Through the tool
Of introspection,
The source
Of this uncertainty,
Thereby invigorating my ability
To overcome it.

Firstly,
I honestly believe
In the process of
Bhakti yoga,
And the word process
In itself
Implies
A work in progress.

Now,
Here is where
Uncertainty
Enters the scene:
Conditioned life
For millions of births
Has taken its toll.
Henceforth
The feeling of doubt
Of ability and purpose.
Henceforth
The need to second guess decisions made,
The idea of perfection on one’s own accord,
The fear of failure due to misplaced surrender,
Thus culminating
In this feeling of
Uncertainty.

However,
Know
That Krishna is there in
The heart.
The spiritual master
Has our best welfare
In mind,
“Had you forgotten this?”

Know
That we need only act,
In honesty,
And preserver,
Thus manifesting
Humility
Through the need for surrendering
To the process.

Know
That we are not the doers.
We are the receivers of will
To fulfill the purpose
Of rightful actions
Based on true position.

In conclusion,
There is shelter to be found
In these statements.
Uncertainty lives only
As a perverted reflection
Of the humility
Exemplified
In the devotees of the Lord.

Uncertainty
Is considering
The material situation.
Surrendering to the reality
Of a work in progress,
Blessed by a divine descent
In the form of spiritual truths,
Is its
Elimination.

 “Those who are on this path
Are resolute in purpose,
And their aim is one.”

All that remains
Is to cultivate
Acceptance
Of free wills’ responsibility
And make the choice
Again
And again.






torsdag 10. mai 2012

Mind, the age of the wild west and Srila Prabhupada


My dear mind,
Is seems I caught you
Again,
Dripping ethereal blood
On you hand,
A perpetrator of another
Illicit act,
Killer of the soul.

I know you, evil twin.
I know you, festering parasite,
Having associated intimately
With you for countless life times.

You, sir, are a repeated felon,
Like a kleptomaniac,
Or a serial killer,
Always contemplating
The next score,
Secretly stalking
Your next victim.

In vedic times,
The rajarishis
Would have had your life
In exchange for your
Crimes,
Thereby mercifully
Absolving you of your sins,
But this is
The age of Kali.
The powerful rule of the
Ancient royal saints
In now only a distant echo
Of eons past.

This is your good fortune,
Dacoit mind.
In this age of quarrel
The likes of you
Roam freely
In society at large,
Wreaking havoc
With shootouts and lynching
And resultant utter despair
Of the fallen souls.

However, hear me today:

Rejoice while you can,
For there is a new sheriff in town!
Fearlessly strolling
Into the subtle saloon,
That is your sphere,
He acts on the merit
Of transcendental service to the guru
Alone.

Although he may seem
Aged and fragile,
He carries the youthful vigor
Of the spiritual world
With him,
Delivering
Sawed off, double barreled, twelve gauge mercy
And sixteen syllable
Quick draw purity,
Never lost for words.

Henceforth,
I sentence you,
O’ astral outlaw,
To a prolonged period
Of incarceration in devotee flesh
For multiple life times,
With hearing and chanting
As your only bread and water.

Court adjourned.
All rise,
For Srila Prabhupada.


lørdag 14. april 2012

Letter to my spiritual master's instructions



My dear spiritual master’s instructions,

Please accept my humble obeisances. It is in the middle of the night at this time, but I had an urge to write you this letter. Why you may ask? Honestly, why this inspiration came over me, I do not know. However, it is of no big consequence. An opportunity to glorify you and meditate on your significance in my life needs no excuse.
You are the most worshipable object of my life. You are eternal. Your physical form may not be, but I do my best to catch up with you in your humanlike dress, be it in Sweden, Belgium or India. Still, because of my many conditionings, I commit grave offences in your vapu presence. I see you as a mundane person, much like myself, and I speculate about the nature of your mind, about the meaning behind your actions. I shudder at my conclusions. Truly, I am deeply sorry, for I wish only to render you some service. Unfortunately, I fumble around in pretended darkness, not realizing that I have only closed my eyes.
Therefore I have come before you now, dear instructions. Dear vani, you have a merciful omnipresence, which makes you very difficult to forget. To neglect you is a strenuous endeavor indeed. Whatever may happen in the ongoing evolution of this world, you remain the same and intact. You are dependable in the top most sense of the term. Actually, I believe that you are the original form, which later physically manifested, thereby comprehendingly descending to the level of this ungrateful fool.
O’ what mercy! O’ most attractive invitation! What inspiration and heartwarming, fatherly guidance! This is true inconceiveablility. How heartless and utterly shameless must I be for not jumping to my feet, running around begging others to please receive your message? I try, with a broken heart’s honesty, I try, I truly try. There is struggle and there are self-inflicted wounds. The latter surely bleed, but its liquidity and color are o’ so illusory. I have experienced this many times over.
Dearmost merciful instructions, please let me enter your kingdom and make me able to walk down your paved, smooth alleyways. Please empower my ability to overlook my own discrepancies, so that I may focus on your availability. I do not want to ask you for something very big, for it is not my place. However, I am sorely begging from you the slightest of sidelong glances, thereby perfecting my existence in this life, and others to come.
Whatever be the case, I promise to continue, even at my snail like pace, because as long as I am on the move, tightly embracing your lotus feet, it is my conviction that you will not leave me entirely.

Still your aspiring servant,
Yudhisthira das




"Just try to be a good person. That will be very atractive. Actually it is preaching."

søndag 1. april 2012

Letter to Sri Rama, Rama Navami 2012



My dear Lord Ramachandra,

Please accept my humble obeisances. Today was Your appearance day, Rama Navami. We celebrated it here in the capital of Norway, Oslo. It is far away from Your capital of Ayodhya, but by the grace of Your dear Srila Prabhupada, we have come to know of Your past times even at this far distant place.
When I was a new devotee, one of the first books I read was the Ramayana. Remembering the reading, I can still feel that surging feeling, like a mixture of excitement and anxiety. Your life is very adventurous, almost like a fairy tale. As the Supreme Lord, I sense that You arrange for Your past times to be very special and highly uncommon, attracting the minds of the wayward living beings and fulfilling the desires of your eternal associates. However,  I am not one to understand Your purposes, my Lord, for You are a great mystery.
My reason for writing to You on this day, is to express, in a humble way, my deep gratitude for You. Especially reading about the intimate dealings You have with Your brothers, wife and family, I am deeply moved to see Your unfathomable affection and loving reciprocation. You are also a king of supreme standard, surrounded with unimaginable opulence, yet You display a unique, humble detachment, renouncing the throne and the royal fortune just to maintain the virtue of Your father's word. Accepting fourteen years of exile, You appear to be the natural forest dweller, enjoying simple meals of gathered roots cooked on the fire, sleeping on a bed of leaves with ease. I also enjoy a natural setting, with starlit nights by glowing embers. This draws me to You, my Lord, for You exhibit traits with which I can relate. For this I want to express my sincere gratitude. You are my first ever impression of God, as a young bhakta, and I remember fondly the amazing connection I felt in my heart, for You. As I read of Your past times on this day, after my discovery of You years ago, I now find myself in the role of a husband, as a father, and my initial feeling of You as a Supreme Role Model for life's relationships find deeper and deeper meaning. In my own words, You seem to be a person true to Your heart, and in this way You open for others to reveal their hearts in return.
Please excuse my shortcomings, dear Rama, for I am one of those jivas who turned away from You in days of yonder. Trying to find my way back to You now, I stumble on the path in this thick forest of doubt and contamination. The choking vines of the senses and thorny bushes of the mind are like a dense network, impossible to penetrate. Please, my dear Raghava, if You desire it, release an arrow in my direction, severing this material vegitation and freeing me from my entanglement. You are a great archer of universal renown, holding Your ground against hordes of Rakshashas in the ancient days. You have Lakshmana and Hanuman by Your side, and Your wife Sita Devi, born of the earth itself, is directly the Goddess of Fortune, so victory is always with You.
Please consider my predicament, as I am surrounded on all sides by the Rakshashas in my heart, and aid me in this battle, for I wish to come to You again.

The aspiring servant of Your servant's servants,
Yudhisthira dasa

onsdag 21. mars 2012

Thursday night, March of 2012.



2am.
I forgot the charger
For my laptop computer
At home.
I feel I can choose to be
Annoyed,
Or I can take advantage of
That limited
Time frame
And write something.
The latter is the service I have
Chosen.

Now,
At work,
As the hush of night
Manifests on the ward,
I find time
To stop and
Reflect.
                Is my wife happy in spiritual life?
Am I truthful in my dealings?
                Am I doing enough for my Guru Maharaja?
                Am I reading Srila Prabhupada’s books?
                When will we do harinama again?
               
                When will death come…?

Tapas prabhu
Recently gave a class
In Stockholm
About spiritual anxiety.
Any so called
Negative experience,
If dovetailed with
Krishna,
Becomes a source
For devotional service.

And Suhotra Maharaja said
That devotees do not pray
For good situations,
They want to serve Krishna
In any situation,
Be it good or bad.

Personally
I do not possess
That vision.
My level is lower.
But
By the grace of Srila Prabhupada’s
ISKCON,
I have access to serving
Those who have it.
Who are on that level.
And that is as good
As the real thing.

This thought
Is most
Inspiring.
This thought is a great
Reservoir of
Spiritual hope.

Success can be had
Even for rascals,
To the extent that they
Are willing to take up
The humility
To admit
That this process
Of sravanam kirtanam
And
Sadhu sanga
Is made to unrascalify
And to reinstate reality
In the hearts of fallen jivas.

The reality of
Krishna Consciousness.

Not as
An artificial imposition on the mind,
But as our natural state
Of being
As parts and parcels
Of the Supreme Whole,
Radha and Krishna.

Bottom line.
Our feelings
And mental states
Originate
From the spiritual realm.
Perverted here
By the modes of material nature,
They can be transformed
Into assets,
By engaging in
Purificatory activities,
Of who’s
Commander in chief
Is the Hare Krishna
Mahamantra
And who’s vital force
Is devotee association.

My dear mind,
Recall this truth
At critical junctures.
My dear intelligence,
Cast away all doubt
And find peace
In this science.
My dear heart,
Embrace this
As the all in all.

My dear Gaura NItai,
If You desire it,
Please let me continue
For the pleasure of
My spiritual master.

If You desire it,
Make me eligible
To take advantage
Of all the opportunities
You send my way.

Keep me coming back
For more…


mandag 20. februar 2012

The blessing of a name


My dear spiritual master
Offered me
The name
Yudhisthira dasa,
“The servant of he who never tells a lie”,
And he said at my initiation that
These names are not ordinary.
By receiving these names
You also receive the blessings of
The person.

My dear Maharaja Yudhisthira,
I have been wanting to write to you
For some time.
You are Dharma Raja,
Forever the embodiment
Of righteous conduct
Based on spiritual realization.

At the Raja Suya sacrifice
You offered the first respect
To Lord Krishna,
Who was present in your assembly.

After the battle of Kuruksetra
Having attained victory by the grace of the Lord
And being rightfully installed
As the emperor of the world,
An hierloom from your father,
Still you mourned for the death of your enemies
And harbored thoughts
Of shamefulness.

Following the departure of Lord Krishna
From the earthly realm,
Having duly coroneted
Your nephew,
The son of Uttara, on the throne
For the sake of
The spiritual welfare of the future world,
You entered the renounced order of life,
Leaving behind your chaste wife
And your inseparable brothers.
They followed you
Without hesitation
To the Himalayas,
But even as they
Perished on the path behind you,
You did not look back,
Keeping always a steady pace,
Your mind one pointedly focused
On the Supreme Destination.

Eventually,
You attained
The spiritual world
In your selfsame body.

My dear Yudhisthira Maharaja,
You gave me the blessing of your name,
Extended through the medium
Of my spiritual master.
I do not presume
To know your intentions,
However,
I honestly wish
To imbibe
A tiny particle of
Your devotion and unflinching dedication
To the Supreme Truth,
Sri Krishna.

Unfortunately,
I am not of any royal ancestry.
I am not in any way important.
Still,
I am greatly impressed by your
Life story
As recounted in the scriptures.
And having been trusted,
By the mercy of my spiritual master,
To take part in your Lord’s sankirtan mission,
An extension of your rule
In this age of quarrel,
I pray that you
Kindly help me
Find strength
And forbearance
To overcome
The cruelty of material relations,
The enmity from asura society,
The bondage of false identifications,
And maybe most of all,
The courage to choose
The devotional path
Above all other considerations

And never look back.




søndag 29. januar 2012

Jiv jago, jiv jago (12.1.2012)


The soul stirs.

It is
The potency of
The mantra,
Krishna’s holy Name.

What now?
Where to go from here?

The tendency
Is to just
Slip back in,
Like in the morning,
When the alarm clock
Announces
Yesterday’s good intentions,
How easy it is to
Just press
Snooze,
And pull the cover back
Over.

From another angle
The mantra
Is like an alarm clock
That wakens us up
From our identification
With our minds
As our selves.

It’s like an
Antiseptic,
Purifying
A contaminated
Object.

It’s like
A torch in
A dark place.

My dear mind,
Embrace with
Full attention the mantra,
The Name,
For within its syllables
Await
The spiritual world.

All else
Is simply
Mundane.